You Make My Life

You may not know it, but you made my life. Every moment you spent with me, meant the world to me. I can not tell you how lucky I feel to have you as a part of my life, especially, the part you are. You mean so much to me. It's hard to describe. You've had me feeling like I could take off and fly. You've make me the happiest girl in the world..... You make my life.

I Am Not A Little Kid Whether You Like It Or Not

You know, many people love their parents, many people look up to their parents, and many have a relationship with their parents. Most people favor one parent or know which parent will give them what they want but in the world where I live... My mother doesn't understand anything.... I don't know why she can't just listen. She doesn't take the time to think through anything me or really anyone else, for that matter, says she just almost blocks you out and doesn't even try to listen even if she appears to be listening, she isn't. I hate it when she treats me like I'm a little kid and acts like I don't know anything about anything. She always insists and finding everything out again. When I was right, she won't give me the credit, she gives it away to anyone else who says it.... She doesn't understand anything I seem to say.... Is she ever going to realize I'm not that child who has no idea what they are saying... You'd think she'd realize that by now... Especially since I have never been the child who doesn't know what I'm saying... She just doesn't understand... I'm not a little kid....

What Happened To The World I Used To Know...?

Time goes by so fast.... So many things have changed.... What happened? Where did the time go? What happened to those people I used to know? What happened to the promises people made to themselves and others? Did they just get thrown aside and forgotten? What happened to my friends? People around me and myself have changed so much... But sometimes one sits here and wonders, inside, why can't we go back and why do things have to change? I remember many great times with my friends, especially with my best friend in the whole world. I remember when everything seemed really simple and as time went by things just seemed to get more and more complicated. People I know and knew have grown up and changed... Some, I don't even know or recongnize now and it makes me sad. Though I have held on to and made some new really good friends. Everything seems to be changing and going by really fast.... But I suppose that is just another part of this life we live. Though, I still wonder, inside, what happened to that world I used to know? It's gone from reality. But locked inside my mind forever.

The Luckiest Girl In All The World...

"A boy can love a million girls, but it takes a man to love one girl two million ways."

Thank You

"Thanks to those who hated me,
you made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me,
you made my heart grow fonder.
Thanks to those who envied me,
you made my self-esteem grown stronger.
Thanks to those who cared,
you made me feel important.
Thanks to those who entered my life,
you made me who I am today.
Thanks to those who left,
you showed me that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who stayed,
you showed me the true
meaning of "friendship"."

What Do You Do?

What do you do when you look back at your past or your memories? Do you wish you could go back and change things? Relive things? Did those times or things help you get where you are today? Did they help you get to where you want to go? What do you do?

My Piece of Heaven...

Once I met a boy. He was very much like me. We thought the same thoughts, liked the same things, and a lot of things of the similar effect. He called me his twin little sister and I called him my big twin brother. One day he met my best friend and loved her. She loved him back. They were not "in love" but they had somethin' going. It was amazing, the three of us. We had the best times in the world! Then, I met another boy. He was perfect in every way. He was one of those boys you go entirely "head over heels" for. There were so many things him and I planned for the future. So many things. He became part of our group. And we all had the best times in the world! Those times and moments we all shared were little pieces of heaven. They are incomparable to anything else. They were amazing and the best times in my life so far. But... at this age, it seems nothing lasts forever. Friends come and go. Days go by and never return. Night comes and another day dawns. Days when you lose your piece of heaven are the days you go out in search for the good things you will never lose. You hold close to your family and, if you're lucky, your best friend. Because they will always be there for you... They will stand by your side on your journey for that piece of heaven that you, really, will have forever.